Face black another shadow of innocence tainted Gave back all the lights and glitter Wrong track again and again is stings Wish you all could feel like
Your true definition of me Your idea that Im real All of this is an illusion Even though you can feel My touch and my eyes They lie and they victimize
You're a man who lives in solitude Never knowing what life could bring you You have to raise your fists just to break through All the voices inside your
Years ago they came to me, claiming they would protect me Their fingers felt like silk, and lips tasted like candy They were my everything, something
Eleven Five Ninety Four, Six Thirty morning Woke up panicked, sweating, with a mouth full of vomit No idea what could be wrong Blew it off as this illness
Images still in my head of you dead I wish I could take them away instead I sit in my room alone and cry over my loss Will anything ever be the same?
Greed has caused you to become a monster Greed has caused you to become so cold You said you loved him, then you put him away "Till death do us part"
I thought I knew you My dream had come true Look back, don't crack Your stares are empty now I am still here I won't crack It's all coming back My thoughts
A Blank Expression Pales eyes wide cocked back The sheer stagnation Shame to all who thought this an act The best years of this life Felt wasted protecting
I gave up trying No use in lying Another broken promise Another bond demolished Will I ever give a fuck About anyone or anything Day by day live in
far I am glad to have been here To help you get through her I know i didn't fulfill, but i helped somehow I'll take your pain Create with me Chim was
It's just another sleepless night The hunt is on Looking for anything To fill the void Make me feel alive Take me back to paradise Cause I'm walking
A slave to my thoughts daily I finally lost my craving Need this to end real soon You come then you go away No way I can make it through this Can you
My scabs are almost picked Slowly growing into this Feelings I just can't let go I am such a bore that you need that much more Go back that way and see
Closing comments made you wonder What was the start of it all Hunting to find the answers Unavailing attempts to be me Hey Did we distract you
I feel as if I have been dreaming I am confused as to how I got here One minute I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death Then
What's that behind her back (her back) Suffocated with a plastic bag she grasps for air next struggle her feet are nailed to the floor Whoa Carving
I shout these words to those who never listened I pen this letter with the utmost conviction It's been dark in here, cold and relentless It's been too