smile in spite of it I'll forget you, I will While yet you are still Burning inside my brain Romance is mush Stifling those who strive So I'll live a lush
I recall how we used to meet Running through the windy streets Faces touched with body heat I know I can see us breathing from above Lives are changing
Shake, baby, shake You know I can fit you in my arms Brake, baby, brake Taking me in with all your charms I've never been inside you but you're so
Just don't imagine that I'll still remember you Don't even think I'll try I'll take my memories and drown them in my glass And then I'll drink a toast
I'm not interested in what you have to say You're just a vacant space Other people's lives upon which you prey It's a permanent disgrace Why do you think
Drinking Sitting in a corner smiling to the others Arriving here we are again. Talking Telling all out stories laughing at the thins That we've all been
It's at times such as this she'd be tempted to spit If she wasn't so ladylike She imagines how she might have lived back when legends and history collide
I'm hiding inside me eye sees through my smile as I shine for the eyes of another let him inscribe what he admires let him inspire so many lies I can
Look at this page which I wrote yesterday Just a selfish expression of beer and depression and My insecurity so much a part of me Swells up the pages
Together: I've been so happy since I walked away I never thought that I could Feel as great as I do today 'Cause you were nothing but a big mistake
I've been waiting on the slide Suggest I open wide No incentive to hide Happy coursing through my veins Don't even know my name When I'm up you're coming
Pink cloud sits sky high Skips to the starlight Rains tinsel whispers Breeze blows away I crawl inside me My eyes to heaven Pink cloud sits sky high
I know it hurts to see That in the end they sympathized with me And though it hurts to say It couldn't happen any other way I remember when you were
It's raining in this room And it's so hot outside this room I don't know no one here I don't want to be here In this room We hold parties in our sleep
Carmen tells me what she's done, Says she's having fun, Wants to be a mum. ... Sparkles all the while, Life can be a trial. Carmen said.. Don't cry
You can be someone but you can't be me And I know that somehow i will never be free Years ago in the darklands i was dressed like a toy Now this doll
In me you'll see Dirt flows freely But you may find That my thoughts are unkind Pure life needs knife Cuts off my life But as you see Hurting you you
I look out the window and I wonder at it all Staring at the circles that decorate the wall Everybody's going to come and join them all But I can't go