I try to be the man i am in times of broken lives and shattered dreams and plans standing up to fight the pressures and demands staring at the knife
I've been through everything I've seen Religions and beliefs But nothings ever really held I'll try, drugs until I die Breaking others lives Until I
Try hard but it's never enough And I'm all out of energy And I'm tired of fucking up Hide scars and pretend that I'm tuff When I know on the inside Life
I've always tried for the best I never wanted everything to end up so confusing If all my life is a test I never thought that God would find my failure
much time I've lost Dwelling on the mistakes I've made My soul has paid the price Times are hard in the perma fade I never see things right [Chorus] Is my soul
I need to give up all my hate It's only seem to every do Is put me deeper in the grave You only bottle up my rage But I need to let it out Because
fucking faker face and stay away from me I'm trying not to hear your lies or see your make-believe The words you speak are empty and your stories full
The cuts I bare are deep and And all they do is bleed I wish I could release all The hurt you've given me I can't let go And all I know is then I hope
that you created (the fucking bastards that you created) a generation with no place a generation of all your sons and daughters behind the fake family image behind the smile
Dumb blonde, skinny bitch No telling, but her daddy's rich And any wish she had was granted Now she knows it, she wants it all Moved to Hollywood to
Here I am man with my big cock So bend over boy and take my best shot All I wanna be is the boss of you This cowboy hat makes me king I thought that
Your so into this news thing on the TV set I don't know why you care when wheel of fortune is on next We could watch yuppie families Playing for great
to keep the demons out Everyone in the store hashas shut thier little mouths Except when to say, "look how much we saved" And all we have to do is smile
Empty cup thats always full Empty soul to cleanse my world Ive been waiting all my life For an empty cause to force my pride To run against the grains
through Or change who you are because of me I just hate the things about myself (myself) I see (I see) in you Push the end aloud To let it have your soul
The air is cold im getting old And going nowhere This job is shit T wanna quit But money is scarce I'm on my knees begging please but you don't care
O'Lord save me from my own abuse O'Lord help me to see the truth I've been blind for so many years, O'Lord O'Lord help me be a better man O'Lord please
Another Saturday night Don't remind me that there nothing to do What do we expect from life So fucking play or teach for two So what if I'm scare, I