Testo: Torn Apart. Nothing Is Permanent. Realization.

I guess I deserve to loose your trust
I found a part of me
That I disgust
So caught up in myself
That I lost sight
Of what?s real, what?s not
What?s true, what?s right
I apologize for all the times I lied
I realize now that in friendship
There?s nothing to hide
I?ve made more than my share
Of mistakes. But I never realized
You were at stake

I didn?t know the cost.
Regaining what was lost