Sunlight warms my face It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'Cause
Please leave me alone For I cannot let this go It's the lie that I live Everything that I give Shut the fuck up! Please tell me that I have grown For
Use me as much as you can Cause you've never been More than a friend Cause I try to push you away And make myself clean And forget you hurt me CLEAN
I looks outside and see that everything is perfect Except for me I'll always be the one who sits and stares And now it's killing me, it's just killing
I sign at the world Because you don't seem to care And if I grow old Then you were never there And yet it's hard just to find The only way back inside
Maybe I, I didn't seem to have a thing left to say I bottled it far away Maybe I, I tried too hard to find someone to blame Maybe it's me who changed
Why are we here I always seem to ask myself Question awerted by the thought of someone else And I'm hopelessly done with the things that I have tried
Feel alone All I do is say I alone can be your kind This is not the same I am not the same I can feel you come in two and three This is not the same
You see me walking away What more could I say than sorry I failed by all your complaints You pushed a life change but it's not me And filthy hands lay
I try not to hate you Not to hate me But it just won't go away I see all I can see I'm hoping for a brighter day Watch as you go Watch as I wave goodbye
I feel like I don't exsit I'm trying to hard to cope with this 'Cause if it means too much Then it means too much to me I'm pulling your strings but'
Can't simplify all the things that burn inside But when you ask, I'm fine but I'm lying all the time It's tough to say when you laugh at me this way
Hey man, want to try Wanna be that guy that I hate And hey man, want to front some shit Want to claim you're it And be insane It's not about you It'
I've got nothing left For you to take away I know you blame me For every time you walked away So what You hate me and everything I seem to do So look
Center is where I see myself In the beginning I'm sitting in the middle Of a crowded room Nobody hears me Trying to reach out Just trying to scream out
Sometimes I lie awake in bed Thinking about the things you said So lost for words, so lost to tell you how I feel So terrified of changing what I thought
'Cause it moves just like you And it breaks just like me And it lies just like them And these walls are protecting me And so the story goes Strip down
Closer, more than you feel Another peice of me lashes out When I'm losing all control But then I I see your ways And everything that never changed It