Biting the hand that feeds you, lying to the voice Inside, reach out to beg for something this life Is a lesson, take what you're given feeding on Self
You say you know just who I am But you can't imagine What waits for you across the line You thought you had me But I'm still here standing And I'm tired
I came home early to see you Couldn't wait to hold you I've been away for so long But as I walked through the doorway My heart was shattered To find
Mother mother can you hear me, i keep trying Just to find me all i know now, all you s how me, Endless questions, hopeless ending This bitter pill is
As I lie tossing in my bed Lost in my fears remembering what you said And I try to hide the truth within The mask of myself shows its face again Still
My heart is beating faster Can't control these feelings anymore I've waited long enough I want it more than anyone It's time to step up and deliver what
See you look at me With a look in your eyes Like you've got an enemy in your sights Now, I do not believe This war will be over until your forced to
Sometimes I feel like I am so far away I?m lost inside my thoughts and I don?t know what to say I know I need you now more every day I push I pull I
All the games you play I won't take the blame I gave you trust You spit it out and call my name I'm taking back what's left from all these Selfish
Alone again again alone Patiently waiting by the phone Hoping that you will call me home The pain inside my love denied Hopes and dreams swallowed by
I need you to feel exactly like I do inside But I feel so alone again I try to find a better life Somewhere far away from here But I need you to believe
Something keeps on pulling me down And I feel like I'm losing ground Trying just to find my reasons And losing sense of what is real Willing to believe
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes
In my eyes you see the pain With each lie I take the blame With each sigh I slowly fall away You are there when I need you You sew me up when I bleed
It was you That showed me who I am And taught me how to stand For what I know is real I was sick of all the pain Tired of all the shame that I felt
Our candle burns away, the ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind No where to run And no where to hide You're scared of the
I'm ready to let go I feel so alone again I know that I need you To help me make it through the night and I pray That you believe in me You gave
Step back inside the lie again, you'll find you're Wearing thin Killing the sympathy as you take another swing At me now Fighting your inner self again
