As I poner my Thoughts and fears in life I stand tempted to throw it all away So I sit and I Slowly loose my mind Look for signs of you Just to feel
I can't stay forever and you're too insulting to me (darling) I can't live forever and be who they want me to be and... I I cannot pretend I will
I Wonder what the day will bring tomorrow when I wake Why Do I decide to dwell upon mistakes I haven't made Maybe I'm afraid So I try (I try to find
So you finally found a way To lessen all your pain What you'd give to feel again For even just the day And as you search to find the words For someone
You stay all in one piece when broken Kind remarks, and your words soft-spoken Driving far from the path of destruction Coming ever so close to throwing
Looking through the hole of time I can see the end is coming closer - I can hear it calling (beating away at me) touching every soul in fear comforting
Don't leave me alone I'm feeling so numb I need you to be here, I need you to call and everything's wrong a beautiful shame everything's ugly, hazy,
Hollow Seem the stars in the sky Where my dreams they seem to follow Shadows In the walls of my mind ANd these thoughts they seem so shallow I can'
Once was a time I'd give the world to you But it was never enough Sworn by your hand But you never told the truth That's when I saw myself in you [
Sometimes I feel as though my life's getting stranger Now I need to find a way to get this strain off of my back Sometimes we need to lock the doors
I hope I'm not too late I hope that you're ok I left in a hurry As soon as they told me So I prayed for you Hang on till tomorrow Just don't leave me
I never cared much for this world (I just want to be someone like you) but I never said I wouldn't reach deep down to blow them all away I can feel
Wait, there is too much on my mind are we here just to simply pass the time? all these questions awake inside my head all these questions awake inside
Last night I dreamt that you were dead. The only that I could find to clear you from my head. I find it hard for me to get past all the shit you did
I wanna be sure I wanna make clear I want you to know I love you my dear me, I'm so dirty, covered in spite maybe you'll come back cuz you want me, maybe
And if you could make up For every single time you lied I'd probably whisper this Hello, goodbye And so it begins again Harder each and every time I
Stuck inside A world inside my head A place where I think too much A place where no one can touch My God forsaken fear And though I don't pray enough
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it all abused and beat down and thrown to the wall how can they do this to someone at all? something so awful woke up
