Can't blend in or stick it out the only choice is get the fuck out the only way i've figured out can't live in shit, and all this self-doubt
Its ya fault you'd never blame yourself i think you just have issues with ya mental health too high a standard was just the case didn't suffer real
The sum of parts was nothing more than clever lines and fancy decor the joke's on you and there's no more time to hide behind poetic lines
...It can always be sicker
Hanging on every word can't i see it is so absurd gotta admit what's going on gotta admit that it has gone too far and now it is time for me to
(Loosened restraints)
You laugh it off like it was some joke use that as ya way to cope with feelings of guilt and shame I see through the wall you've built just go on
It never stops i always hear you make me live my life in fear end the talk, end the voices give me a way, i have no choices end the talk
too you're thinking you're so ahead of the curve as if you think i've never heard this before walking talking living cliche convinced me you've expanded ya mind
Neutral words soften blows mask the pain so nothing shows you can't hide the horns you've grown neutral words to live your life take what you want
Didn't think that death was near never thought to prepare scatterbrained by thoughts in life now you see the ends in sight short of breath can't
Human waste surrounding me suffocation i can't breathe watch them twist watch them turn watch them break watch them burn
Won't live in this world i fucking reject it the words that i live by i fucking set them look all around me makes me fucking sick surrounded by
I wanna pose my hardest for you let my manhood shine right through be all the man that i can be show you a life where violence is key be all the
Shutting down stay away leave me out of the mess you've made my right to choose went out the door when you picked the wars i'me fighting for
Close my eyes, there's no end inside my mind, it's always there lie awake, i hear their screams i never sleep, there are no dreams you can't stop
Convice yourself theres no reactions it's easier that way forces excuse from ya mouth avoid the guilt you'll have to face nothing's real/nothing
No matter what i feel the words to describe won't come out it's like i'm trying to contain myself my thoughts and hopes and doubts and fear are
