This is making me crazy These black clouds following me So I look for signs of light But rarely I see them I return to my shelter And I crawl in
Fed-up Tired Sick and twisted One-man army I'm enlisted Trust yourself trust no one else Fuck a hero be yourself I don't need your lousy hand-out
I was scatterbrained When I found the time to find That times are evil Sick and disjointed My skin is thick Thick and calloused I'm ready to shed
Here today gone today Hurry up and wait I'm never there for you or me Can't you read the story of our lives Death to me and life for you Something
Gouge away You can gouge away Stay all day If you want to Missy aggravation Some sacred questions You stroke my locks Some marijuana If you got
My mind has been shut down My friends have been let down What is the reason There's millions of reasons Single me out Tear off my front Make me
Human behavior Peculiar it seems Some thrive on hate Some love the dream Everyone's got a purpose and wants to be loved I think I found my purpose
Wish I would never have said it if i had only of let it then I will tell you the truth 'cause that's all I know so pathetic you can't ignore how he bought
When I see her eyes Look into my eyes Then I realize that she could see inside my head So I close my eyes Thinking that I could hide Disassociate so
Blood of my blood Skin of my skin A normal human being Solder and wires Circuitry We're far from human beings He's sick of his skin It's time
Yes I did it and I'll do it again It doesn't matter if I am your best friend I don't think so You're not that smart Over and over it breaks my heart
This music is my time To reel out and rewind I'll be brutal with truth I'd rather be honest with my soul Be the pile of trash A bum picks through
Wish I could see you for one last time Wish I could say goodbye to you It's hard to deal with you dying It's time to say goodbye to you Bloody-faced
This is making me crazy, these black clouds following me So I look for signs of light but rarely I see them I return to my shelter and I crawl in a bottle
Here today, gone today Hurry up and wait I'm never there for you or me Can't you read the story of our lives? Death to me and life for you Something
This music is my time To reel out and rewind I'll be brutal with truth I'd rather be honest with my soul Be the pile of trash A bum picks through to
Yes, I did it and I'll do it again It doesn't matter if I am your best friend I don't think so you're not that smart Over and over it breaks my heart
