what the fuck is really going on with me? i'm not a creature in a circus freak show. really like to be. don't feel sorry but there's always pity here
Lost again I try to find myself Direction found unknown Where else can I go Sit me down and say to me Tell it like it is Desperation eats at me I feel
I'm looking for a friend today Another victim just like me A lunatic a loser a freak Another casualty from a fucked up society I gave my all to the system
full of anger still out of control walking on these eggshells the peace my inner soul lying on the doorstep where i used to rest my head found another
it's dark i see through the smoke we breathe it's loud i can't hear the songs we play play fast everything keeps going slow taken down to size i'm feeling
cast away the hopes of someone ever changing you but the thrill it takes to get there is something all brand new the reasons why i stay are always justified
a different pain when the axe falls on you watching hurt from far away. can only make us blue. my life is only mine and no one really cares if every
Long, long time ago I saw this dick outside a punk rock show He sized me up from head to toe I think he wants to kill me His girlfriend looked like some
a row of mirrors before me and i can't see my reflection. my life is so far is far from my expectations. it's getting lonely in this parking lot of life
In the mirror I can see reflections staring back at me I turn away and don't like what I am The reasons why you can run and hide from answers You would
forget the tears running down my face everything so unimportant and you say when we understand all our problems will go away and i'm just trying to keep
conflict and jeopardy, i avoid confrontation, i can't dream up the reasons why you try to extrude my confidence. i have no defense, givin me no motive
i don't plan anything i'm trying to come home thoughts of you are always on my mind a runaway from problems my excuse when i am there you roll over once
don't tell me life can be unkind how the goals you thought you could reach you can never find cause it's all work ain't nothing free to bad you had to
i'm not angry I'm through being mad, i'm done feeling sorry after you hurt me so bad: Don't try thinking about me cause i'm already gone. not saying
this is it, my one shot at the big time, better make it count, stand up and be heard, cause i know if the radio plays this song all the kids will buy
I can still remember you once loved me Forget i never were what can i say what can i do to make it go away thank you for the condescende to stop and
she spent her nights next to years of deception, and he sees a girl to him fifty summers ago and again his hands tearing apart. sometimes i felt that