[talking:] Dear Lord, I thank you for this day I thank you, for everything in it Heavenly Father Dear Lord, I thank you for your grace and your mercy
Inside this hell Empty thoughts imprison me Revealing all That's left internally Am I alive, what has become of me? Have I just died, has life swallowed
They wrap me up for comfort when behind my back they stab little old man creeping up again I'd like to smack him up side his head I don't need you I
up rotten dead leaves Bushing against my face, Dead and frail like this broken shell They disintegrate into oblivion This night of never ending turmoil
Fates are twisting and turning Erased of empathy Forcefed with suffering Diseased by apathy Torn again to feed more flesh to the machines of hate Torn
Why is it so complicated to realize living in human hell? How is it possible to never be finished by the thoughts which fell under the spell Impossible
Respect, we breathe it like a drowning man drawing his last breath Regret, we washed away our religions in the lake of regret Shallow, shallow minds
Years of prolonged bitterness Have worn me down I saw this day coming I've never felt this sick in my life Growing mad with suspicion Deep down inside
We must sin to sin more, swallow the tears of shame Seize the voice of unbound Something from beyond Feel without bleeding through wounds Neverending
I love the rain The tears heaven cries for I cannot cry myself I gaze at the rain And the pleasure pierces through my mind The fall that sweeps away
You're soul eraser Nothing's conceived through pain My rage, my anger No life is lived through hate Every flower has a lifespan from a seed to it's
All alone eternity in our heads Questions Without meaning falling Merciless is the call of the sleep Whenever dark is near All the screams have been
Nobody wants to know you You have only yourself to blame You have betrayed me, this anger burns in my soul It wants to break out tearing your weak soul
Every fucking day the world falls on me I'm closer to suicide The last light of my life will stop shining, I want to die I'm dreaming of an underworld
Living with the deepest uncertainty they cry to the wind Trying to shake the desperation off themselves dying rapidly inside Feel the heat growing and
Directed towards removal Public is infuriated Their rights have now been violated Uproar Rage And fury Survive A violent Frenzy Thousands Riot In turmoil
lower than the ground feeling blue never been so confused can you help me please get me out of this I'm falling into the heart of darkness emotional turmoil
what did you expect some kind of character assassin someone to justify fears that you cultivate and cast you as a victim tell me what is it like to live