falling apart i'm sickening i'm sickening losing my heart i'm sickening i'm sickening retract trying to forget trying to protect
it seems to be so obvious that you know what I don't take me through this emptiness where you can build a home bleach the imperfections plating them
Crawled from my hole Covered in Mud Forced my face up towards the sun Burnt This happened to me once before Now I make myself go back again They've known
under it's dark right now release me I've come this far I'd don't need you right I don't miss much I don't miss you see right through me convince me
I don't know what's growing on the inside but I do know how it looks from the outside surprise...suffer never before...until you dropped arrogance has
Feel I'm waking up Feel I'm breaking lose Start begin to turnin Feel the inside break
all grown up made your mother proud hey look at me sitting on my cloud weak frightened little boy meek the source of so much joy think you lie above
Clinging to a hope dust that makes me choke a tiny piece of dirt happiness assured can't be too far can't be too hard, traction having slipped, i think
I've felt the tap on my shoulder I've turned around and grown older I feel it burning on the horizon the orange glow I've never known push I've been
Lifting up from this Balance under pressure shifts Feel the gears slip Feel the gears slip Strain Nothing ever lifts Nothing ever lifts Drain Nothing
I don't know enough about you to leave myself wide open and I don't know when I've had enough to remove myself from you try not to think it out try not
staring at the empty I need to move along choose to see it your way leaves me all alone I need to find a reason I need to find the answer I need to pick
an icy grip creeps over me a shivering glimpse of what's about to be think that's all it's gonna take think that's all there is at stake it should be
You've found my need of last time I could leave the worse kind Imposing like it's over now Reaching out wrong I still wait Holding my blessing back I
there somewhere out there is a better day somewhere out there has to be better than today hopes to be anyway to be a part of anything shows me what I
Working too hard Keep myself thin Wearing the scars Of where I haven't been Yearns, yearns Yearns, yearns Working so hard Grown this far Clutching the
Hold me to the light all this for me arms wrapped around me breathe out gold cold hold me to the light hold me to the light all this for me arms wrapped
find me wherever I hide myself away always there beside me despite my efforts to shake I must lose this shell unleash myself brand new own me forever