other shit Tryin to play slick, thinkin I'ma trick off grip I'll admit, I was caught in the mix, down to commit Feedin you the best of me, I shoulda fed
set it Follow and growin like Dianetics, they say I'm a relic I guess I'm selfish cause of content, that I relish I make the women dance and think, strengthen
like a house on fire, I felt, a rush come over me. Just like, my favorite melody. I sing when I feel inspired A night out, and caught off guard I admit, I
s smackin' you. What happened to you? You don't have a clue. Did your mamma use to suffer accidents too? I never knew that you would stand for abuse. I guess I
I met you, oh You know at first you had me so confused I used to lay awake at night Just copin' with the feelings I so long refused, yeah Well I surrendered
my life complete I can't complain so I'm livin' in this world so cold It's on my mind, I try to keep my soul I used to be the female, real Cause you
my name I used to sing spirituals when I thought that this was the thing i wanted to do But somehow or another, when I went in the Army I picked up on
gods of fire Reflecting my lusts, indulgences are flying Dark coloured screams to frightening desire I utter in fear of my inner emotions, I?m crying Scared to get caught
life support You either get caught out there or come up short I thought I couldn't hold it or somethin, what's that you mumbled? Now I'ma hand you the
and your heart Isn't where it used to be I'm here staring into space Caught up in these memories I don't want to see you in pain I don't want to do this
I remember when I thought that I could rock at Def Jam While I was watching other niggas caught up in a def scam I remember when I stepped to Lyor, I
firing range When we see you yell fire and aim Cause when I fire them thangs it's like (You will be wonderin what are we gonna do now) I gotta watch who
I wish I could Bring back the homies that I lost up in that funk season Gotta check myself or let that alcohol be the reason So I just poor a little
I don't get writers block, I block other writers Spittin' fire like if I had a mouth full of lighters I'm countin' so much money that I caught a hand-
I turn on sirens and I perpetuate gang violence I'm the devil that got Malcolm X sleeping in silence Factual I poison anything that's natural I kill
I did what I did Was it worse or for better? Somehow I got caught in a lie that I couldn't deny I'll regret it forever Goodbye to all that I've known I
grind, but never got caught in the pickel My doctor say I drank too much, cirrhosis But I'm pissy drunk till my liver bust cause I'm hopeless Hope I don
I was that crazy nigga Cause I kick ass And when i wreck other rappers be like whiplash! Verse Two: It's like I come I come to the party in a b-boy